My wife died in March and the cats and I are very lonely. I used to spend a lot of time fishing at Ness Lake in Northern BC. I had a Loon that would fish beside me every day, whether fly fishing on the dock or out in my canoe. He had lost his mate and was as lonely as me back then, he often got so close I could reach out and touch him but I never did. I lost my job this year as the company I working for broke me, I was working so hard I lost it, I had to take some time off after an accident and after a couple of weeks I looked at my wife and said "I think I may have been getting stressed out" she looked at me as if I was retarded and said to me "you just figured that out!" My immediate boss would not let me come back to work until I was fixed no matter how long it took. I never went back and am now retired. As I said in my profile I have a very good sense of humor with a very sharp and quick wit. Also I am very intelligent if I do say so my self, when business was going crazy a couple of years back my boss would phone me looking for a customers phone number and I would just rattle it of, I had dozens of numbers in my head. I am a very sappy person, I will cry about almost anything because I care about people, my Lois would often laugh at me tearing up over commercials. I love people and often give money to people whom are worse of than me even though I can ill afford it.